Come Undone For 2018

jayvay-new-headersBack and forth the pendulum swings, positive, negative, happiness, sadness. despair, hope. We only have a handful of decades to even exist, so why do we do this to ourselves? Why do we spend our time this way? Is it, as is so often said, human nature? If so, can that nature change? It must. And is how. provides insights into our psyche and the inner workings of reality that are geared to properly re-contextualize brain-self within heart and then dissolve even that self sense for wholeness to be the case. No other website I know of has attempted this. I don’t think it has ever been put that way before: the need to dissolve brain-self into heart-self and heart-self into wholeness.

Readers of my book Urgency. know that I fully understand what I’m writing because it has happened to me. I chose to come back to “normal” (or seemed to have chosen this… we’ll get into it on the website) for the express purpose of communicating it to you as honestly and with as much precision as possible. I thought Urgency. would be the end of that task, but it turns out there’s a lot more to say and it needs to be said in different ways to fully sink in. OurUndoing, then, is like if Urgency. were a movie and you took a magnifying glass to each frame of that movie, blew it up, and examined every detail. (If you haven’t read Urgency., no worries. You don’t need to have. Plus, we’re about halfway through the audiobook, which is being released in sections on the website–so it’s there for members.)

So that’s what the website is. It’s the change we’ve all been waiting for. It’s an explanation for why that change hasn’t happened yet, even for those of us who get it intellectually. It’s the teeth one needs to chew through one’s cocoon and fly. And now, as the sales pitch goes, with the new payment plan, it is affordable.

We’re not supposed to talk money when we’re selling something, right? And we’re not supposed to sell ourselves short, because there’s something in the psyche of Western people (or perhaps just Americans) that claims to want to pay less, but more often than not will choose to pay more. Let’s break those taboos now. costs $333.00 USD, which sounds like a lot until you realize that is the lifetime fee. Other websites charge you more than that for “lessons” or “classes” in addition to their perpetual monthly subscription. is undoing even that model. $333.00 and done. Forever. Access to all lectures, video, audio, writing, guest posts, podcasts, message board–everything, everything, everything, for the life of the website. And once you’ve bought it, you can share it as you see fit, provided you’re not just recreating the website or taking things way out of context for some nefarious purpose. (I hope that type of person wouldn’t be interested in this!)

$333.00 is it and if you cannot afford it all up front, no worries. 12 monthly payments of $27.75 will do the trick. You won’t have access to absolutely everything until you’re all paid up, but almost. What’s missing is the Formal Talks series (which hasn’t even happened yet, so you’re not missing anything as of this writing), its accompanying message board (ditto), and the downloadable version of the streaming Urgency. audiobook (ditto yet again). As of this writing, you’re actually not missing anything! And you can cancel at any time or even put your account on hold indefinitely, no questions asked.

That’s it. That’s the pitch. If you’re sick of being in the dark about why these dark times even exist, the darkness and the light inside of us all, why none of the spiritual paths have led to wholeness, and what it takes to be our complete selves, head on over to and subscribe today.

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Our Undoing – Let’s Go!

Used to be that spiritual truth seekers knew they were seeking. Nowadays, everyone I meet with an interest claims to know everything or have mastered it (whatever it is.). Both are surface appearances. They’re lies.

But the second one is either a conscious lie, which makes such a person more prone to being defensive, or an unconscious one that simply replaces the word confusion with the word clarity. On one goes through life, pretending to be clear. That person is much harder to speak with because they are actively blocking out Truth with the revelation that they’ve got it or are it (whatever it is). They have more layers of self to get honest with than the one who is merely seeking. is like taking a wrecking ball to the deluded self in a beautiful way. Hard to imagine? Then don’t imagine it. Do it. Rather… undo it.

We’ve got our work cut out for us. Let’s undo!

Dear Ufology: I’m Out

Dear Ufology:

I’ve been meaning to write this for a while but just never got around to it. Then I got an email from someone claiming to be a legitimate UFO documents researcher telling me what a great writer I am and requesting that I write more blog posts poking fun at one of my favorite sham people in this, because he and his colleagues think it’s hysterical. From the totality of his email I gathered that he was one who believed in the stale extraterrestrial hypothesis and hadn’t read anything else on my blog. To him, I am just a a satirist–a noble profession, but for me it comes from a deeper place than parody for parody’s sake, or taking it to con men as a comedic power trip.

At least it should. But does it anymore?

Ufology, it’s not you, it’s me. I’ve changed. I don’t care about pedophile puppet makers and pretend-poor podcasters. Doctors who aren’t doctors and lobbyists who don’t lobby. I’ve done my part in helping expose hypnosis as the wrong tool for memory retrieval and the pseudo therapists taking advantage of people. Done my part in illuminating alternative theories to the extraterrestrial hypothesis. Done my part in helping to foster a legitimate scientific survey of experiencers. Done my part in holding conferences. Done my part in exposing my life of high strangeness for your scrutiny. Done my part in trying to lighten up a dreary field full of self-serious noisemakers, opportunists, and whatever wannabe-famous people from five steps below wishing to be a youtube sensation are.

Whatever positive impact all of that has had on anyone’s life was worth it. But I’m not really angry anymore about the stuff I despise. It’s all vastly, wildly uninteresting. And so maybe I am becoming a parody for parody’s sake kinda guy. The next inevitable step is becoming an unaware parody of myself. Meh. Who wants to be that guy?

I have one more ufological book in me, as promised. A sequel of sorts to, I Know Why The Aliens Don’t Land!. And I’ll keep doing The Experience for as long as experiencers are willing to talk. The occasional Paratopia Oculus? Sure. But really, that’s it, for I have already moved on.

Of all the books I’ve written, perhaps the most useful for readers has been Urgency. And over the years many readers have told me they wished I’d take that part of my life more seriously. I never didn’t take it seriously, personally, but publicly, I tend to be serious in spurts. Mainly, I’ve been a clown show of contradiction. (Is it any wonder that I find Trickster Theory so appealing?)

Well, no more. I’m hunkering down. I’m doing the work. I’m moving on into the serious phase. Not Marky Mark into Mark Wahlberg serious. I mean, I am bringing my sense of humor with me as I go, but it’s not coming from a place of anger, because where I’m going, only those truly, deeply concerned with life the universe and everything will follow. It is the place at the heart of all this Mystery that we claim to care about. It is a place not of debate, self-agrandizement, and fruitless commotion. It is a place of undoing. Our undoing. And I hope to see whomever is ready for the grad school version of Urgency. there.

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